Saaavaianaga

that is a feeling.. i dont know how to describe it..
i think quite alot of people know yesterday , 27th of March
is Earth Hour..
Let's Take a Look on this video..
although all those buildings does look nice in light..
But from eye of earth..
it look much nicer when without light..
a type of beauty in silent and dark

Look at this..

Please help to save our Mother - Earth..
i do really wish from heart, and do so
save the electric.. and save the trees.. and others..

the feeling is like..
i feel like want to do something about it..
and trying to do my best..

today my dad came back to penang..
and he wants to cook something.. but he dont know how to do
and just phone my mum and then anyhow start
haiz, my house kitchen so pity
but then i have to clean up the kitchen
and my dad's cooking although very scary look
but still nice taste =)
and he feel very proud of it
keep praising himself. haha

that is all for now, exam finish, and starting to class too
but my studying is not ending.. have to continue
the second exam is coming soon , very fast
and my result still sucks, abit improve but not hitting my target, not even 50%

Ciaoz guys <3

纯粹的纯粹

Yesterday i dream a dream...
and today i starting to think...
Since when.. i am changing...

是从何时开始，我也慢慢变成自己最讨厌的大人了
这真是一个我不想承认的事实
可它就是事实

昨天和佩玉在msn聊，
我们聊到了嘉倪、雯诗，还有她自己
雯诗和佩玉已经有了男朋友，这我不意外
嘉倪没有，也不意外
令我意外地是佩玉说很多人都变了
其实我觉得很理所当然
人会变，这是很正常的事
可是她这句话，也让我发现我自己变了
只是，我还不知道自己变的是什么

我只是开始觉得，那些peralihan的小鬼好吵
我只是开始觉得，不能顶太吵
我只是发现，创意被扼杀的事实
我只是发现，这就是大人的世界

想起来就觉得不可思议
以前的我，吵吵闹闹，和嘉倪她们在篮球场大玩True or Dare
被纪律老师不知道捉了几次，罚了几次，骂了几次
我们一如既往，当是耳边风
现在呢？看到小鬼就觉得心浮气躁，想骂人
哎哟，以前的我还不是一样
虽然那时很捣蛋，可是却很快乐，没有烦恼
现在比较大了，会想东想西，开始有了顾虑，可是还是很捣蛋

朋友，还记得我form 2写的“多姿多彩的校园生活”吗？
那篇作文是在作文比赛中写的
我写了我是一个女超人，要拯救世界
但我必须以学生的身份隐藏自己
因此，我每天带超人装上学随时准备更换
但学校却不准我们携带衣物，因此十分害怕突击检查
更害怕被世人所发现我的真面目
我常常到办公室去偷听，发挥所长，使尽所有本事
只为了知道有没有突击检查……哈哈
还有，不要说我常常上厕所……
那是因为学校没有电话亭给我换衣
呃，我可是要拯救世界的人呢！呵呵

我记得我写完这篇，传给朋友看，大伙拼命的笑
过后老师也表示我写的过火了
可是我爽，有什么不行？
写过许许多多无聊+无厘头的东西
和朋友一起分享，真的觉得很过瘾
也画过许多图画，有时觉得很自卑，画得不够好
但是还是拿出来，笑一笑，哈哈

但是现在，开始变得像大人了
你懂何谓大人？
大人就是由一堆堆的数字结合组成的东东
不信？那好吧我证明
当一个小孩说，妈妈，我认识一个新朋友了！
妈妈会问：几岁啊？他多高啊？多重啊？家里住那里阿？成绩怎样阿？有钱吗？
可是如果你告诉朋友：我认识多一个朋友了！
朋友说：可爱吗？帅吗？风趣吗？那间学校？男的女的？介绍给我？

还是不信？
大人就是会说今天花了多少钱、用了多少油、遇到多少人
我们会说今天吃了什么、买了什么、跟朋友说了什么
对不对？

其实不是说变成大人不好，只是有点不习惯这样的改变
虽然说不习惯，但这都是在我发现之后
在我发现之前我一点感觉都没有
我想，我只是害怕失去自己
现实的残酷让我不得不改变，不得不面对
我得为自己的将来打算
朋友阿~不要说我变得不像我了
我还是那个我，只是我开始懂得了一些东西
我开始懂了大人的烦恼，明白为何都是数字
但是我却还没办法解决，只能埋怨

其实是想成为banker / investor 的……
但是在我越来越深入了解physics/biology/chemistry后，
却又发现自己想更了解，又怕不能达到
也许我应该试一试，没试过怎么知道呢？
不管怎样……就到此为止吧=)
好像没话想说了……

Oh... 还有……
I love You All , Friends..

喷嚏歌≥v≤

actually.. today is quite lame..
And i dont know why keep "har~ chiu!" non stop...
i guess there is 2 reasons..
Either someone cursing me..
or someone missing me..
but i think the 1st probaby... is the reason..

then when i listen to this song:
我很想爱他--by Twins..


i started to sing..
but.. because of keep "har~chiu!" +ing...
the song become like that:

我很想har chiu
但是眼睛在说谎
har chiu比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂

LOL... then i told bear bear (MiMi) about this on msn..
and we two keep laughing non stop...
then i rewrite the lyrics...
so now it become like :

天空下起har chiu
流下鼻涕
在你的身边滴着
可是我不har chiu
因为发现
他脸上鼻涕
是很肮脏的
我很想har chiu
但是tissue没有了
用手比较容易吧
免得浪费多一张tissue
我很想har chiu
但是双手都是涕
擦在别人身上吧
谁能给我一个免费tissue~~~~

Hahahahaha!!!
i guess i really lame!!!!
but anyway it is still hyper duper super funny for me!!!
hahahahah!!!!
What the Lame song "我很想HarChiu"
by---> Tan Zhi Yong!!

Beware of my Songs!!!

heyya all =P
gonna tell you guys a news..
that..

The song from my blog is quite "sudden attack"!!!
don't get HEART ATTACK ya!
hehe~
If you want to know..
Just stay here for around 25 minutes xD!!

I don't want to see.. any news from newspaper said that
"Blog Killed People!!!"

haha~
Ciao guys <3

Holiday End T.T

Heyya all =)
This holiday is gonna end..
although everyday we did go ahka's house..
but i think we done nothing there except gaming and chating non stop
haha~ It's a type of wasting =.=''
but anyway.. You know!
I'm so clever so i study before i go to ahka's house =P

So.. at last it is still holiday for me ~ muahaha~
So.. For this holiday i also keep studying la..~
make myself abit sicky
but no worry friends, i know how to take care of ownself =3

By the way, my mum has bought some pills for me..
It is for something like " cure brain" or what what ?
OH gosh!!
One of it has got MILKY SMELL
damn i hate it T.T but..
a Jar of pills cost my mum RM100++!!!
oh damn.. so expensive i dont want to waste T.T
so.. i ate it everyday...
almost vomit out everything but still eating T.T
I HATE MILK !!!! T.T

Oh well.. exam is coming sooon!!! T.T
i gonna die i gonna die i gonna die T.T
Friends!!! wish me all the best please T.T
i should be able to do well !!!
gahhh!! Go Go Tan Zhi Yong!!!
You can Do IT!! Just dO it!!

Keep on laughing at my photo ♥
When im so small i m so cute!!! <3
oh my god haha~ cannot imagine how come now im not that cute anymore T.T
got chance then i'll post it here =P

Oh yeah.. LYY this stupid came to MiMi's house today..
hehe.. Warning from mimi is giving out to him...
xD!!!
Beweare Of Bear!!!
She is gonna kill YOU soon LYY!!
Dont come near me if u scared...
HOHOHO~~~

That is all for now <3>
Love you guys friends XD!!

Let's get Started!!

Don't let me feel pressure...
Don't let me feel hard..
Don't force me..
I'm not the kind of person like what is in your mind..
I'm who i am..

Don't say like you understand me so well..
Don't act like you know me so nice...
Don't think that I am the one who acting..
You know i don't, and me too

Stop stealing my mind
Stop sneak out from your world.. and came to my world
Stop to feel annoyed..
Stop to say that 3 words..
You, don't be like that..

I know, its from deeply in my heart
I'm not the type that you think
I don't wanna to tell but you forced me..
So how?
When i told You..
you just like ignore ..
I'm gonna ignore you..
Let's get started...
Hatred!!
Get far apart from me....
Do.. So..

Have to go on for studying..
My life is still going on..
as if i just continue ignore..
Everything will be fine :3

Your Support is NEEDED... Friends..
It's obvious... I do need you all
let's give me some power to go on with this
Studying like mad and watching Bleach for rest and Eat non stop..
I know , You knows, and everyone Else..
Gambatte =)

Little Letter

To LYY:

I think you will never see this ..
Because you don't like read english?
Because you never ever know my blog?

Anyway.. I think i shall tell you..
I would not accept you..
Its not yours problem
Its not as you said, all because of you are
too black look.. too stupid.. too what and what ever ever
I don't love you.. That's all

i do like you, as a friend
i do love you, as a friend
i don't like you or else love you
as a couple

It won't change because of time passing
It won't change because of my changes
It won't, really.

I do not brave enough to tell you straight away
I can just keep go on like this with you
If you wants to wait... i could not stop you
I just hope that you can understand my feeling

get a better girl for yourself,
the best wishes from my heart

Exam Soon

Sorry for so long never update blog..
Its quite busy over here
Happened alot funny thing but could never post here >_<
To tell friends,
No worry, I'm fine with all. Nothing happen ^_^

Just some little jokes happen..
i accidently bring my SIVIK text book to PHYSICS class..
And this is second time already.. really oh my god..
How come i can take wrong =.=

Keep accidently bang my back head to wall or something else..
Pain T.T
dont know why my head want to kiss the wall or what
luckily didnt become stupid yet

Anyway, my first exam is coming soon,
just after this one week holiday
therefore, NO HOLIDAY FOR ME
i gonna study for whole holiday,
keep on studying and improving my knowledge
to hit my target
to get my aiming
i want to do better than last year
i want to be better than others

For this , we formed a study group
trying to learn and then teach others

Oh well. although i m studying so hard like crazy
No worry friends.
i would like to let myself enjoy too
Like...
Watch Bleach after studying?
Go eat something nice after studying?
haha XD

imma going off to study, anyway bye friends
see if i free XP

She's getting weak..
She's starting to lost energy..
She has a fever..
She feel hard..
Her legs doesn't function..
Her hands shaking like hell..
Her voice is losing..

I cannot hear her voice..
I cannot be her legs and hands..
I cannot make her don't cough..
I cannot ..

The things is going on..
Time still passing..
Life still going..
And i am still standing here..
Move or not..?

I shall do it..
Just do it..
Left my worried aside..
Go for what am i worrying....