...Emo...

Sometimes i really got fed up and upset with all those stupid thingy
I could not control my own feeling
I feel stressed out
I dont really know how to handle it
How to solve the problems
Now the only thing i know
Is to continue my life
I shall do it, no matter what happen
I must do it, no matter how i think
I got to do it!

and now, there is 2 days holidays
i shall take a break from this 2 day
anyway, gonna hang out with wen wen and friends
all the zoo group member.. and probably with someone else
i hope can enjoy tomorrow
but until now we still dont know want to watch which movie
Ice kacang puppy love? nope, huey yng dont want to watch
probably is When In Rome, but the 1st show at 4.25pm
i guess it is too late
anyway, no one is replying me now
i can just ignore it ba

why do i have a feeling, that tomorrow will not be that good?
dont know, now i really not feel well
was emo-ing

Damn @.@!!!!!!!

If You see a Tortoise with Tomato face running around..
Please ignore it..
=.=

Gui Ling Gao^^

Sometime i guess i really think too much
should have change abit
Not too sensitive
Not too unconcerned

Lately i become abit...
rude? oh well
im rude at all the time..
just i think my talk way has change
Everytime just say "F*ck"
"T*L*n"
"Sh*t"
"S*i"
"K*n*s*i"
wow..
just alot of rude words

Ka has warned me
i shall be more careful about my words

oh well.. i had cooked gui ling gao yesterday
quite a few nice feed back
^^
i think i m going to cook another later~

thanks for supporting my gui ling gao frens ^^
byebye~ got to go. muacks !

ImBack

being MIA for a quite long time
im busy..
and dont feel like blogging..
something else happen
alot thing has changed
i am still not used to the situation now

actually i feel like closing this blog soon
starting dont know how to express my feeling
it is not only one word or two word, one post or two post could settle
but anyway...
i think im still continueing..
could not stop blogging because i really love to share with you guys

as u know, im a sharing person, right?

this few day quite alot thing happen lo..
lols..
i think my close friend all know what happen?
im so confused actually
kinda weird
and i believe it is still not yet reach the level..
the feeling is still stucking at the place
i could not tell how it is.. but i know, i feel it
i feel my feeling

now u can see it
my mind so messy
i could not tell you guys what happen
it messed up my life
but i think i could handle it
just, dont think too much

oh well.. had to end here..
one more...
I'm back =)

Raptai

So long never enter here... being busy .. and tired :(
exam passed..
and my result was not that good as i expected
but so what? THIS IS EXAM..
i could do better on next time..
just abit disappointed about my chinese mark..
its only 66 marks
other is still ok.. sastera china and mathematics both i get 88..
anyway my 3 science subs and addmath stilll failing..
dont know why? i did study for it
mayb i should do more exercise..

gambatte for myself :)

this 2 weeks i went out to watch movie..
1st is CLASH OF TITANS...

it was a really nice movie..
interesting story and the effects.. so pro
i love the story from Greek.. really nice
it was talking about Persues.. a Half god half human going to fight with those gods
included his real father, Zeus..
anyway at last he faught with Medulla..
and get her head to kill the Kraken
and have a great war.. from the begining to the end.. he won Hades..

the second is Being human..

this story is from Jack Neoh.. nice movie though..

in the middle part i did cried

and someone who i dont know is laughing out there

just at the old man, who is so sad

what happen to this world

or i should ask like this

what happen to those people

how could them just laugh like that?

even though if u feel nothing, not touching at all, DONT LAUGH!!

it shows u have no manners, no heart...

mimi and ah ka was really feel angry right? i guess la..

because i took my tissues and wipe my tears off

and those people just laughing and said :

" hahaha!! u see his saliva!! yerr geli!!"

something like that.. why dont they listen to his story?

do u know what did his daughter done for him?

do u know how hard they live?

dont laugh...

exam is over

and sports day is coming

i m taking part in this sports day

with 400m and 4x400m

4x400m is going on by tomorrow, raptai of the sport day

seriously i feel scared.

i scare i cannot do well , but i still want to try

i scare i make whole team lose.. just because im too noob

my leg has hurt.. but it doesnot matter.. just hope it dont cause me to fall down when running

now what can i do is try my best...

thanks kaka.. i keep telling u that i scare i cannot do that

i really scare

sometimes i did look like im fearless

but i'm not

just pretend to be like that, that is not me..

anyway, gambatte again for me :)

all my teamate!! gambatte!! tomorrow will be a nice day

LET'S GO !!

April Fool~

Seriously i think all of you know..
today is April Fool!
Let's have some fun about it!

yesterday around 11.50+ pm i was talking to Dexter
i tell him i m waiting
then he asked me, what are u waiting for?
i just keep saying let me wait la
then when 12am came, i starting to cheat him
and i started my day of fooling around
then is my bro's friend.. then is my sis.. continue like that..
then Max also cheated by me, haha. the 17th victim!
and somemore friends.

I told Max and some friends that
this year is last year of being a "child"
next year will be 18 year-old and become an adult le
so this year must play untill syok
then i set my target at 100 people
But not hitting :(

Then this morning go to school, when i saw ahmimi i just starting to fool her
"你的鞋带掉了！" i told her like that
then i said, Happy April Fool!
she was like very angry with my action and shoot me
seriously i feel Hurt, so i just took my bag and go to line up
then i also make jokes from others

then whole day i really feel not that well.
was thinking about the thing happened this morning
im not angry about that, just abit hurt
but i angry about myself, i know her style, and why i still repeating the stupid action
when recess i also dint see her
when after school, i saw her at the gate there
was trying to act like normal and nature
luckily she dint show her " smelly" face at me
feel abit happy

ahmimi, i have read ur blog
i know u dont want to do that , u are not intentionally
no need say sorry la, it is just like that
i know you so long , trust me, i know your style!
i know ur mum sucks XD
dont misunderstood, that is all
today happened alot funny thing, and alot meaningful thing

this year is the best year of my APRIL FOOL